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Lifting myself back up...

Posted by Kaosboy85 - January 28th, 2013


I keep failing you all! I come back... I start working then I let life kill me again. I lost my inspiration but I'm finding it the best way I can. Thanks all for the support.. for those who are still here. did NOT expect all of those messages. I will try to respond to all of them best I can!

Since I started I became an adult and lost sight of the important things about myself including animating crazy cool shit. There is a project I'm working that might kill me lol... but I need to finish it and will need a lot of sprites for it... I was up until about 5 in the morning the other day making and editing sprites. Haven't done that in years. I've been nothing but depressed all these years and hide it with a smile. I was thinking about when the last time I was truly happy... I mean like without any fear of when that happiness will end. It occurred to me it was back when I was chilling on the couch watching TV with my family while I was cutting sprites and working on a collaboration Sprite TT#1 Goomba Assault where we killed a bunch of goombas!

Anyone interested in helping me with my project for my redemption please let me know (yes it is sprite base).

I have a few projects that I started and hope to finish within the next few months:

Redemption (I haven't named it yet so I will call it Redemption until I have a better name)

Megaman X OLB ep.9 (by the way I actually almost made/finished this a few years ago but the file crashed and got corrupted when I was near completion )

The Zero Factor

Megaman PF

Also, I might release a string of mini rage animations I made late at night including a League of Legends Animation and DBZ animation I started.

So that's it folks. Let's have some fun. Let me know if you want to help in anyway! I hope to come back alive with your alive because I've been dead on the inside for too long!


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Ah. Another fan of Mega Man X and DBZ. I'm working on a couple of animations on those, as well. Looking forward to yours. If you need any help with those, I may be able.

Well. I'd love to help you in any way I can. My flash is unreliable so it only works at times, but just let me know.

I'll want to halp too!

I dont know how I came to your profile page here... but I ended up reading this post and well, youre definitely not alone when it comes to your scenario. I too share your story. Growing up, losing sight of our spark and inspirations. Our dream to create is still there but life keeps throwing things at us the prevents anything from becoming fully realized.

If you need help with anything, let me know. Im starting to shift away from sprites but theyre still inside of me. Anima Libera my friend~

Welcome back Kaos!

Good to know you've re-discovered what makes you happy! Let your passion guide you into another successful sprite animation era!

You'll find your way to rise up again and one day release Megaman X OLB episode 9, people like me have waited and waited until the day you finally seize the very moment where you'll one day release Megaman X OLB episode 9.

Make it so people drop their jaws once they watch it, make it so that people go all out crazy over the episode, make it so people love it and consume it like hotcakes, make it sooo good that even Keiji Inafune writes the most craziest yet positive response people will ever know.